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Dream A Little Dream

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Sulit untuk memulai dari mana atau bagaimana menulis prolog sebuah tulisan ini. Apakah dengan mengetik ulang semua kejadian-kejadian luar biasa yang telah kita lalui atau membayangkan kehidupan kedepan yang tidak semua orang tau. Tapi ini sepertinya ini prolog yang bagus untuk menjelaskan bagaimana sebuah umur dan berbagai pengalam indah akan selalu kita ingat. Di saat umur kita yang masih sangat belia ini, manfaatkanlah kekuatan, tekad dan semangat yang masih membara dalam diri kita. Ini merupakan sebuah moment atau kesempatan untuk membentuk sukses kita di masa depan kelak. Bagaimana kita ingin hidup dengan keberhasilan yang telah kita tanam sejak saat ini dan kita dapat memetik buahnya nanti saat kita sudah mencapai mimpi-mimpi yang telah kita buat.

Kita harus membuat lompatan yang dahsyat dalam diri kita jika kita ingin sukses. Ini belum terlambat untuk memulai kembali. Tidak ada kata sia-sia atau percuma, yang ada bagaimana kita ingin benar-benar untuk meraih sukses tidak peduli seberapa sering kita terjatuh yang perlu kita ketahui kita harus bangkit kembali! Ingat selalu pengalaman saat kita benar-benar terjatuh, pengalaman terparah dari hidup kita. Jadikan itu sebuah

Dream A Little Dream

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Well I don’t really know where to start off this is by far the worst thing that has ever happened in my life. Early in September. I felt as if my life was in a rut. I woke up, went to collage, come home, homework and went to sleep. I never did anything different. Everyday I would wake up with a frown and think my life is colorful. I looked around my surroundings and realized that I am back to reality. When I fall asleep, I feel like I can escape and dream of something beautiful and I can feel awake! In reality, I am just another broken guy. This month, at times I am having troubles at campus and home exactly as well. Everything is even worse but this time it is worse. I found out I had despression. My friend's statements everyday, it’s makes me hurt, it’s freaking me out and it’s makes me automatically cry. I walked to my room pretended that it didn’t effect me but it really did. I began to have a meltdown and continued crying. I wish I could become a fish and swim endlessly through the ocean, lost in my own thoughts and forget my problems. But I know every moment I get is a gift, moments of sorrow, moments of happiness, moments of downhearted. What my dad think about me isn’t important. What I think about myself means everything! Yes! Sometimes I have to put on a fake smile on to my father and just pretend it never happened, because I don’t want he yelling and grumbing at me anymore. And I know that being nice to someone I dislike doesn’t mean I am a fake! It means I am mature enough to tolerate my dislike towards him!

Here I am trying to hold back the tears that I am trying so hard not to spill in front of my friends. I had tried to stay strong, looks that I’m feel okay. As I feel to darkness sadness and silence the pain builds up the tears show up and I go down. I remember, September 2012, when I walked alone in the mid-night among the street lights while listening to the song that seems to exist with light breeze that brought me to heights.

The downhearted, sadness and fake smile make this lonely ambiance. I can’t resist! And I tried forget all that problems for a while about my friend’s statements that make my pressure’s on. And to let go is to be thankful for the experience that made me laugh, made me cry and made me grow up or made me too downhearted. I don’t know what going to happen next but I know that it’s not over yet.

God it’s me again praying that you take awat all my worries, problems and any illness and please watch over and bless me. Even though I may be hurting just know God has plan. Have faith and believe. I’II be stronger in the end.

Reduced to tears is an Idom. It means when someone or something reduces you to tears, they make you fell so unhappy that you cry

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